The Oath to Be a Better Person in Allah’s Eye….

My sins only ALLAH S.W.T. knows well even though how bad and mischief I turn-out to be, Allah still love me and grant every wishes of mine.

On 26th January, 2009 I’ve committed the “sin” of my life just like what I did in the past. In the past when I committed the “sin” never did I feel bad, guilty nor afraid of Allah but on 26th January, 2009 the feelings has changed completely.

For the first time I feel really bad and sickening knowing that Allah’s listening and seeing all of my acts. Not forgetting the heavy chastisement awaits me at hereafter.

During the time of my act I’ve decided to put the “sin” to rest forever. As I realized that I will be called forward by Allah S.W.T. to answer for all the sin I’ve committed, while seating in the front row witnessing my judgment on the Lord’s court is my beloved Prophet Rasullah S.A.W.

I can’t imagine how disappointed Rasullah would be towards me on that day for all the sacrifices Rasullah S.A.W. has put in to ensure I obtain the best place in heaven but with him but instead I chose to seat in hell.

Therefore, on 27th January, 2009. I’ve took my oath on the Holly Quran right after Solat Taubat Nasuha to stop and repent from repeating the sin I’ve committed.
I was indeed a very emotional feeling at that time when I took my oath having to feel how sick and dirty I am in the eye of my Creator.

Strong tiding is what I needed to put this “sin” to rest forever and by taking my oath on the Holly Quran it would help me think well and don’t repeat the “sin” anymore as the outcome would be really bad if I repeat the mistake again. As I know the Quran will be called forward by Allah to bear witness my oath.