She Finally Decided to Speak-up Her Mind

The last time I blog I talked about back stabbing and other crabs that I witness in my life.
Well yesterday was Hari Raya Haji…..as usual morning I get up prepared my self and head-off straight to the mosque….
Everything still going smooth then the whole Salam thingy take place…started of with mom follow by sisters and the closure is me la hehehe.

Jeng jeng jeng….. Right after I’m back from my evening walk the whole gala show took-off by my beloved Akak she finally decided to get out all her frustration from her mind.

Well during her expression session yesterday she started to pitch out all her dissatisfactory….in this session everyone also kena including me la….

It’s rather a sad day for me I would say because during the expression session I’ve been accused for several things
1. I didn’t help her when she lost her parking ticket in QB which personally I find her request is a bit ridiculous honestly speaking.

2.I’ve been accused for the house laundry schedule thingy apparently I’ve accused for changing things according to my wishes and my liking.

I was saddened with this incident personally because as far as I know I’m always there for my elder sis. Well at first I feel like arguing back with some facts with sis but then I realized if the more I argue it’s going to make things worst and I might hurt her with words which I might regret.

Well, the more I chose to keep quiet there she goes attacking me with more harsh words such as “he good in twisting his word” “he is a good pretender and act as if he is like son of GOD” it was harsh.

At that point of time I don’t denied I did answer back la but looking at papa and mama face and don’t wan to make them feel more headache so I chose to walk away from the hall but inside swear to God I feel like give her a big slap on her face at.

I don’t deny sometime she really gets to my nervous but still my love for a sister would never shade a single bit. As a sister I feels that she sometime didn’t play her part well to demonstrate her sister figurehead. But like what she mentioned last time that’s who she is and nothing can change for that fact.

I believe for her she felt satisfied expressing her feeling yesterday, but not knowing she has hurt some peoples like me, mom and min (amin akak side not really sure la but I think she don’t really bother much also lo)

After thinking thoroughly I decided to put it in my blog to avoid me from putting such sad incident in my heart and mind. In fact I’ve decided to forgive my sis for her harsh accusation and personal attack on me yesterday.

Honestly, I’m very glad this incident happens for several reasons:
1.This is because for the past few weeks sis relationship with mom and dad is not in good terms, and finally everything smoothens out between sis mom and dad.
2.Today morning I’m very happy because I saw sis start praying already I guess my prayer is finally answered.

No one is born perfect in this world and from mistake we evolve to be a better person. Having to say this I believe the best thing to do is forgive her and don’t think about it.
However, the best thing I can do at this point of this is to stay away to avoid offending her and do anything that can trigger her.
I guess my prayers works after all and I should continue praying for everyone in the family no matter how she thinks about me.

I believe that’s what our Prophet will do.